Thursday, September 29, 2005
Its relieveing to meet new people...how many people will I meet in a lifetime?
My fellow 09 26-27 05 ATS Trainees.
My fellow 09 26-27 05 ATS Trainees.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Had training Yesterday and today..last night was a malt night with Pao, Rowman and Pampam...Valero Cafe...Tofu for dinner...havent slept a wink last night...I tried to read "rainmaker"..and i liked it..or is it because i got nothing to read yet? hehehe
Training day...last day...I had fun...met new people that were good...great to meet new people. Had a couple of a shots with them. Will post it soon.
Spanish Film fest (pelicula Pelikula) on Oct 29 at 30Ph in GB1 another long nights for me...pity glassed eyes...Its 930Pm now...i want to go home...and i am goin home.
Training day...last day...I had fun...met new people that were good...great to meet new people. Had a couple of a shots with them. Will post it soon.
Spanish Film fest (pelicula Pelikula) on Oct 29 at 30Ph in GB1 another long nights for me...pity glassed eyes...Its 930Pm now...i want to go home...and i am goin home.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
A plan was brewed...vacation leave was logged, filed.
This can be my southernmost part of the Philippines reached…Cagayan De Oro.
No detailed IT yet but here is the plan…
Tentative schedule is from October 28 - November 6.
Itinerary:
Oct 30-31 Dulang-dulang
Nov 2-3 Kitanlad
Nov 4-5 Hibok-hibok and Camiguin
Nov 6 Manila via Plane
Thanks to Tristan Santos for inviting us…
This can be my southernmost part of the Philippines reached…Cagayan De Oro.
No detailed IT yet but here is the plan…
Tentative schedule is from October 28 - November 6.
Itinerary:
Oct 30-31 Dulang-dulang
Nov 2-3 Kitanlad
Nov 4-5 Hibok-hibok and Camiguin
Nov 6 Manila via Plane
Thanks to Tristan Santos for inviting us…
last night despedida ni trins...whew...malted veins...happy...trina, ken, lindz, vince, rowman, shiney, alvin, ice, je, celine, pao and mememe.
a recent poem...funded by malted thoughts...and scorching smoked aire...created in BNJ last week...while drinking alone...
No Tears Here
Listen carefully as I pour down this bottle
It shouts with the ghosts of the past
asking to be remembered as I want to forget
"Grieving, yes I am grieving as you all are"
Grieving for not being here, but in my head
you're all forever be there or in my lifetime
Or whenever I forgot to light The stucked cigarette in my lipse
as you all dance there under the froth
ill make your theater unbelievably spiraling
spinning this tubed ice in my glass
you'll all be sucked
gulping for aire
I will never hear you
Im'reeling now
Summonning my tears that will never come
Never now
this is never a place for it
this maybe the house of sorrows
and forgetting
but never a tear sieved
when the rooms are filled
the sound deafening
each table talks with their own secrets and lies
this noise filled room has no space for tears
only my glass will shed it
but i'll wipe it out
before drinking you all
as I unremember each of you
as of now
no tears here
a recent poem...funded by malted thoughts...and scorching smoked aire...created in BNJ last week...while drinking alone...
No Tears Here
Listen carefully as I pour down this bottle
It shouts with the ghosts of the past
asking to be remembered as I want to forget
"Grieving, yes I am grieving as you all are"
Grieving for not being here, but in my head
you're all forever be there or in my lifetime
Or whenever I forgot to light The stucked cigarette in my lipse
as you all dance there under the froth
ill make your theater unbelievably spiraling
spinning this tubed ice in my glass
you'll all be sucked
gulping for aire
I will never hear you
Im'reeling now
Summonning my tears that will never come
Never now
this is never a place for it
this maybe the house of sorrows
and forgetting
but never a tear sieved
when the rooms are filled
the sound deafening
each table talks with their own secrets and lies
this noise filled room has no space for tears
only my glass will shed it
but i'll wipe it out
before drinking you all
as I unremember each of you
as of now
no tears here
Friday, September 23, 2005
been a long time since i last logged...here's an update...ive been drinking this past few months not out of boredom or sadness but of celebration of life..here is one poem as i called it..cause i like to called it as one...with beers this was composed but with life it is formed...
Dancing with a Stranger
Can happiness be tickled by a stare?
Owning a smile which for me is not meant
Greedily, my eyes playing with the sway of her hair
Suddenly resting on her straight shoulder
as she intently hear a companion's word.
Her far voice reverbing in my being
her talks should one day be with me
voice that will peirce through
whispers falling like petals in a hard floor
as i see her forming in my wake dreams
See you again!!!
Dancing with a Stranger
Can happiness be tickled by a stare?
Owning a smile which for me is not meant
Greedily, my eyes playing with the sway of her hair
Suddenly resting on her straight shoulder
as she intently hear a companion's word.
Her far voice reverbing in my being
her talks should one day be with me
voice that will peirce through
whispers falling like petals in a hard floor
as i see her forming in my wake dreams
See you again!!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
1st week of june...broke up with elo...a bad move i know but i have to and have my self again...its a tough decision to make and even to write it here but there are reasons...she was in rage at first good thing were in good terms now...not like the time when we first met...but better enough for me that she is now talking to me. I will never say that I am sorry because it is not enough...all i know is that i've been faithful and true to her when i am in our relationship...and I loved her true...true that i gave a great part of me but now i need that part to be happy and alive...selfishness as I called it.
