Thursday, March 25, 2004
feel so hateful today...
i feel mean to anything
maybe this is an effect of too much liquor last night..
i was drunk with happiness that i became so
undecidedly mean
when you are in it
you dont know you are doing something mean
afterwards realization came to you
mostly when i am alone this feeling come
when you are talking within yourself
last night goodye party for voltaire aka jonjon
was with my old friedns highschool classmates/friends
that i can say they are still my
and i am theirs
we had sooo much alcohol that something happy but hurtfull to some deeds
resurface again with us...with our acts
maybe were soo much used to it that we never notice it entirely
i will never know but it really came to me at this lame time of the day
will i remain like this
though changes in me came seldom now
or am i too stubborn now that iam me more unchanged
March 21
nalaman kong namatay ermat ni tinoy through Rod yesterday
Celestino Santos High School classmate ko Kumpare ko na pala
dahil inaanak ko ung panganay nya...almost 6years kong di nakita ung inaanak ko
malaki na pala...
so I went there had some beer with Tinoy, JonJon, Rona, Rod, and Bungging
Tong its(Two Hits) kami...nananalo na ko twice nahits ko ung Hits Pot...but i ended up
150Ph+ poorer...well I had fun again with these peeps
we really cant say "I am getting a day older"...
March 22
Pasig Visit Day...see nanay, patti, wea and zell...tried to watch Duplex...di ko nakayanan...pinatay ko...nagsounds na lang ako...Superdrag's "In the Valley of Dying Stars" and then Jars of Clay's "11th Hour"
Had some photoshoot with Patti with her pink graduation dress...pero B&W nga pala film ko..so useless ang Pink.
Went to the wake.
March 23
Work ...ahh the Headphones ban was lifted wala na kasi ung mga bisita naming mga Onak...
well so thirsty with sounds that i didnt played 1song or one album per day tripping
but random pick...fun
afterwork went to Bagong Ilog to meet Ferdie...dun din sila Jimmy, kiko, Jon, rona, mogsy, Amil, Romel...
patak-patak tagdadalawang Red Dogs...tapos natuloy sa pilsen tapos madami na pala..12mn we all went to wake
till 2 am...ton its lang
March 24
Libing ng Ermats ni tinoy 1:30Pm but i was at work. Had my jogging attire with me..plannnin to run again for the Halcon thing...work...lame...testing with Jake ok...jogged...met jheck to give the cds i burned for him...Jimmy texted: aalis na nga pala si JonJon sa friday papuntang London, un padespedida...when i came nakalatag na ang lahat...empi ang moni...andun si JonJon, Rona, Jimmy, Hamogsy, Amil, Romel, Cris, dumating si roma later, then emma, tapos si Bong and finally monde, hmmm almost 6 empi i think...with Cris motorbycle muntik nang matigok tong si Roma and Bungging. Magdrive ba naman ng salubong sa flow...tsktsktsk...di pa nga nila oras..buti na nga lang daw at di nasira ang 30K na Ilong ni Roma...hehehe...after empi..ubos na ang yelo almost..1 case na beer naman banlaw...tapos bigla na lang nagkakwentuhan sa outing outing...hanggang bat di na lang ngayon nga naman...un naghanap kami ng swimming pool...kaso sarado...ayaw may clorine daw ang tubig(wahahah) matututnaw daw balat namin...labo...un bumagsak sa bahay nina JonJon sa Greenwoods...I had a crowned beer and a plastic glass of beer while in the back seat of monde's car...we ended up with instant pansit kanton, pritong MayaMaya, and rice...tapos uwian na dahil maliwanag na pala...
pagkahiga ko...sabi ko maliligo nako mayamaya...it was 6:30 am almost...then it was 10am agad...so it was today na pala
march 25 eto..na-late
at naglipovitan para makapaglakad...hehehe
i feel mean to anything
maybe this is an effect of too much liquor last night..
i was drunk with happiness that i became so
undecidedly mean
when you are in it
you dont know you are doing something mean
afterwards realization came to you
mostly when i am alone this feeling come
when you are talking within yourself
last night goodye party for voltaire aka jonjon
was with my old friedns highschool classmates/friends
that i can say they are still my
and i am theirs
we had sooo much alcohol that something happy but hurtfull to some deeds
resurface again with us...with our acts
maybe were soo much used to it that we never notice it entirely
i will never know but it really came to me at this lame time of the day
will i remain like this
though changes in me came seldom now
or am i too stubborn now that iam me more unchanged
March 21
nalaman kong namatay ermat ni tinoy through Rod yesterday
Celestino Santos High School classmate ko Kumpare ko na pala
dahil inaanak ko ung panganay nya...almost 6years kong di nakita ung inaanak ko
malaki na pala...
so I went there had some beer with Tinoy, JonJon, Rona, Rod, and Bungging
Tong its(Two Hits) kami...nananalo na ko twice nahits ko ung Hits Pot...but i ended up
150Ph+ poorer...well I had fun again with these peeps
we really cant say "I am getting a day older"...
March 22
Pasig Visit Day...see nanay, patti, wea and zell...tried to watch Duplex...di ko nakayanan...pinatay ko...nagsounds na lang ako...Superdrag's "In the Valley of Dying Stars" and then Jars of Clay's "11th Hour"
Had some photoshoot with Patti with her pink graduation dress...pero B&W nga pala film ko..so useless ang Pink.
Went to the wake.
March 23
Work ...ahh the Headphones ban was lifted wala na kasi ung mga bisita naming mga Onak...
well so thirsty with sounds that i didnt played 1song or one album per day tripping
but random pick...fun
afterwork went to Bagong Ilog to meet Ferdie...dun din sila Jimmy, kiko, Jon, rona, mogsy, Amil, Romel...
patak-patak tagdadalawang Red Dogs...tapos natuloy sa pilsen tapos madami na pala..12mn we all went to wake
till 2 am...ton its lang
March 24
Libing ng Ermats ni tinoy 1:30Pm but i was at work. Had my jogging attire with me..plannnin to run again for the Halcon thing...work...lame...testing with Jake ok...jogged...met jheck to give the cds i burned for him...Jimmy texted: aalis na nga pala si JonJon sa friday papuntang London, un padespedida...when i came nakalatag na ang lahat...empi ang moni...andun si JonJon, Rona, Jimmy, Hamogsy, Amil, Romel, Cris, dumating si roma later, then emma, tapos si Bong and finally monde, hmmm almost 6 empi i think...with Cris motorbycle muntik nang matigok tong si Roma and Bungging. Magdrive ba naman ng salubong sa flow...tsktsktsk...di pa nga nila oras..buti na nga lang daw at di nasira ang 30K na Ilong ni Roma...hehehe...after empi..ubos na ang yelo almost..1 case na beer naman banlaw...tapos bigla na lang nagkakwentuhan sa outing outing...hanggang bat di na lang ngayon nga naman...un naghanap kami ng swimming pool...kaso sarado...ayaw may clorine daw ang tubig(wahahah) matututnaw daw balat namin...labo...un bumagsak sa bahay nina JonJon sa Greenwoods...I had a crowned beer and a plastic glass of beer while in the back seat of monde's car...we ended up with instant pansit kanton, pritong MayaMaya, and rice...tapos uwian na dahil maliwanag na pala...
pagkahiga ko...sabi ko maliligo nako mayamaya...it was 6:30 am almost...then it was 10am agad...so it was today na pala
march 25 eto..na-late
at naglipovitan para makapaglakad...hehehe
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