Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Fear of drowning
10/03/06 1145PM
Oh it’s been a year now
Since you left the door open
In rain
That I got the worst cold in my life
The coldest body I had
Still I'm here writing about that hour
When the night and morning waited for something to end or to begin
When you decided to end us and start your beginning
Leaving me
Cursing this beginning that won’t end
It took only a little faith
And concentration
To see you in front now
In tears, and packing
And even kissing me goodbye
As I am sleeping then
That faith made me throw the gun in the pool
Our pool. My pool now.
I laughed
'cause it’s a good thing
That how ever hard you tried
I never learned to dive
Nor swim
Only that
Is what keeping me alive
Oh it’s been a year now
Since you left the door open
In rain
That I got the worst cold in my life
The coldest body I had
Still I'm here writing about that hour
When the night and morning waited for something to end or to begin
When you decided to end us and start your beginning
Leaving me
Cursing this beginning that won’t end
It took only a little faith
And concentration
To see you in front now
In tears, and packing
And even kissing me goodbye
As I am sleeping then
That faith made me throw the gun in the pool
Our pool. My pool now.
I laughed
'cause it’s a good thing
That how ever hard you tried
I never learned to dive
Nor swim
Only that
Is what keeping me alive
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
She accepted me in frenstur
She did accpeted my addition of her in frenstur...happy now? Yes. I thanksed her through a message with a new poem i created:
They said you cut your hair
I beheld it. You did so.
Should I be affected?
In awe.
Why so a manly cut can pull my eyes towards you?
How such short hair can make me dream...long?
Long enough to see you leave
Long enough that made my chest heave
Long enough to wait
On a seems like a long wait
Just to touch your short hair.
and bravely asked her number...will she reply?
They said you cut your hair
I beheld it. You did so.
Should I be affected?
In awe.
Why so a manly cut can pull my eyes towards you?
How such short hair can make me dream...long?
Long enough to see you leave
Long enough that made my chest heave
Long enough to wait
On a seems like a long wait
Just to touch your short hair.
and bravely asked her number...will she reply?
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
New Frendstur
The Mt.Ugo climb went well. Met new guys:
Gladys - met her before in a christening of a climbers child
Levi - Empoy's friend all around outdoor man...Idol na to..backpacker, biker, spelunker, rock climber.
Phillip - Quiet man that makes joke with a straight face, good and fun to be with sa mountian
Jeff - met him before sa gweilos frend of the band (wake up your seatmate) na pinapanuod namin. Disciple of Jujitsu. Rocker. And fun to be with din. Quiet din most of the time.
RJ - Tahimik din na bata, taga pateros din pala and suki din ata sa gweilos
Yoyi - got a third eye open pero di nya madistinguis minsan kung tao or spirit na
ung nakikita nya. Kulit din
Ramon - napagtripan kong gulatin nung na stranded kami sa Itogon tahimik din pero fun to be with din
Justine - pinaka makulit pa alng so far sa mga nakilala ko sa bundok. Talented din with his own version of "you are the love of my life" and kinanta nya un live sa ayuyang sa baguio
Mang Alex out guide na walang sawang sumoporta sa bahay alak namin and sa mga fuds na deniliver nya. Miss his kwento.
And the Old Ones - Khovs, Mike, Josh, Pao, Roman, Jai, Beth, Bryan, Empoy
Friday Oct 27 - Nov 1 3am returned in manila
Gladys - met her before in a christening of a climbers child
Levi - Empoy's friend all around outdoor man...Idol na to..backpacker, biker, spelunker, rock climber.
Phillip - Quiet man that makes joke with a straight face, good and fun to be with sa mountian
Jeff - met him before sa gweilos frend of the band (wake up your seatmate) na pinapanuod namin. Disciple of Jujitsu. Rocker. And fun to be with din. Quiet din most of the time.
RJ - Tahimik din na bata, taga pateros din pala and suki din ata sa gweilos
Yoyi - got a third eye open pero di nya madistinguis minsan kung tao or spirit na
ung nakikita nya. Kulit din
Ramon - napagtripan kong gulatin nung na stranded kami sa Itogon tahimik din pero fun to be with din
Justine - pinaka makulit pa alng so far sa mga nakilala ko sa bundok. Talented din with his own version of "you are the love of my life" and kinanta nya un live sa ayuyang sa baguio
Mang Alex out guide na walang sawang sumoporta sa bahay alak namin and sa mga fuds na deniliver nya. Miss his kwento.
And the Old Ones - Khovs, Mike, Josh, Pao, Roman, Jai, Beth, Bryan, Empoy
Friday Oct 27 - Nov 1 3am returned in manila
